Wednesday, 5 November 2014

Shouldn't be thinking about all these things, but it's just in my mind. Probably because I care about it. Well then, sucks for me. *sighs*


In my head:

1) It's like I'm mad at you, but I'm not mad at you.
2) If I wait longer this time, would it make any difference?
3) That really did leave a mark. All my courage have left the building.
4) It doesn't accelerate for anyone anymore. Not after you.
5) Twice. I didn't get to say what I was feeling. TWICE.


I should listen harder. The universe is trying to tell me something. Lol.


Okay bye.

Sunday, 26 October 2014

some chinese tag.

Came across this and just felt like doing it. Idk.

I will attempt to answer everything in only Mandarin. ^^v






开始这封信的时间是:十九时五十九分
你的全名是: 陈苇善
正在听什么歌:(SHIT) Ain't It Fun - Against The Current
在哪里读书:IMU
上一次生日蛋糕上的蜡烛数目:五支蜡烛,两支大的,接着三支小的,中间那支粘着一张纸画着减的符号。所以代表二十减二。哈哈哈哈。
吹蜡烛的日期:考到我了,不记得是不是正日了
家里养过什么:鱼、乌龟
星座:金牛座
有几多个耳洞:两个,虽然我老爸说我要打二十个也可以。哈哈哈
有刺青吗:没有
暗恋过几个人: 四个
会怀念初恋吗: 有时会
有向人告白的经验吗:经验丰富 哈哈哈哈哈哈
不敢吃的东西:昆虫
最喜欢吃的东西: 芋泥
最喜欢喝什么:咖啡
最喜欢的数字:六、八、九
最喜欢看什么类型的电影:搞笑可是最后却让我哭到很惨很惨那种
最喜欢的牌子:没有指定的
最伤心的事:一时想不到,代表应该没有什么伤心的事值得我记得或提起 哈哈哈 不要伤心
最想讲对不起的人:应该是有人要跟我讲对不起咯 哈哈哈哈
最后悔的事:初三那年停了学芭蕾舞
最喜欢星期几:星期五还有星期六
喜欢春夏秋冬哪一季:我国常年夏天,我不知道其他季节是什么感觉的,所以我会达不到这个问题
喜欢的花:对花没有什么研究。
喜欢的运动:跳舞。偶尔会有很想跑的冲动,所以这个算吗?哈哈哈
比过哪些比赛得过奖:数学比赛(从前我数学很厉害的叻,可是是从前。好汉不提当年勇,可惜我不是好汉。哈哈哈哈!)、诗歌朗诵比赛(因为一流的人都没有参赛)、海报设计比赛(其实我好像没有什么贡献到)、舞蹈(那时候小学,我们参加什么全国舞蹈观摩赛,然后我们拿亚军,可是还是很光荣因为那时我们学校好像是第一次得奖 ^^)、写作文(华语:也是因为一流的人都没有参赛;英文:那时候大家都觉得我写的很好,可是现在一直看回去,我觉得我写到很假。)
最喜欢的冰淇淋口味:薄荷
讨厌做的事: 晒衣服
讨厌别人做什么:做事不负责任
擅长的事:讲骗话 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈不是好事来的...
有想要自杀吗:没有
以后想要做什么职业: 我现在大学就读的科系
你相信有鬼吗:不知道
你觉得自己十年后会在哪儿:唉......... 这里咯
无聊时大多做什么:看书、上网看video或者找文章读
世界上最恼人的事:我朋友说过一句话我觉得蛮准的:“女人的烦恼只有两个,第一个是金钱,第二个是男人。”哈哈哈!其他的我就觉得应该是随着年龄改变。好像学业、事业这些。
觉得同性恋呢:不反对
如果朋友误会你:有事慢慢讲
有想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗:想法是一定又闪过我的头脑的,可是都不会去做,保持距离就好
你认为你的另一半帮你付钱是理所当然的吗:不是
你介意帮你另外一半付钱吗:不介意 但不要太时常
通常几点上床睡觉:十一二点
心里最想见到的人: 不知道叻,没怎么想过,因为见到又可以怎样?哈哈哈
你想几岁结婚:二十五到三十之间?哈哈哈
今天心情好吗:可以更好的



Omg I'm finally done. I take the longest time typing Chinese words. Hahaha! But that's why I need to train. I'm so glad that the Interprofessional day is over! No more staying back till late night to finish the posters or brainstorming. But also kind of not used to it now. Hahaha! Oh! I have this lecturer who teaches us head and visceral anatomy, and my friend described her speed of speaking "faster than Eminem raps". HAHAHAHA! Plus the words she says are all scientific terms that we have never ever heard before. It gets pretty hard to keep up sometimes but I like her because she speaks loud enough, and her pronunciation is clear. Things are good I guess.


Don't act so cute, I'm still pissed. 



Bye!

Monday, 20 October 2014

Medical checkup

HIIIIII.

Yes yes yes. Uni started for me for a few weeks now and it's going fine thus far. There are a few things that happened that made me a little bit dumbfounded, but they are actually very normal things. I mean like, out of a bunch of people, some of them are bound to act this way. Maybe I've been away from people for too long and I've forgotten how they act. Hahaha!

Anyway, what I want to talk about today is something I find very funny. Kind of stupid even. I am so stupid.

So I had a medical checkup for the first time today. I knew I had to pee for them, so even when the urge of peeing came to me, I didn't go straight away. I waited for my appointment time for the medical checkup and when the nurse asked, 'Are you able to pass urine right now?' I very confidently nodded and said yes. WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW was HOW MUCH PEE they want from me! Usually I would be able to pee that much, but I don't know, I just didn't have that much pee for them while I was in the washroom.

There was a line on the container, my pee was supposed to reach at least that level, but after I urinated and I held up the container, IT WAS ONLY HALFWAY TO THE LINE! I was all out of pee and I softly cursed 'shit!' in the washroom. I seriously had no idea what to do. I wanted to ask someone 'Errr, what if I don't have enough pee?' but I can't just cruise outside to the counter again with a small bottle of pee in my hand right? RIGHT? LOL. I panicked a little bit. Hahahaha!

So, I downed all my water. THE WHOLE BOTTLE. I drank it all. But it wasn't really useful because it was impossible for the feel to come RIGHT AWAY. I was jumping around in the washroom. Then I thought, 'how to make myself pee? people always have to pee when they feel cold, right?' so I kept washing and blowing my hands. HAHAHAHA! But it didn't work. MAN I had such a hard time forcing myself to pee. I even said to myself words of encouragement like, 'Come on, you can do this!' HAHAHAHAHA

I was in the washroom for about 30 fucking minutes. IT DOESN'T EVEN THAT THIS LONG TO SHIT AND SHOWER. About 5 people tried to open the door while I was in there. YES I was hogging the washroom! I HAVE TO PEE EVEN IF I DIDN'T HAVE PEE, OKAY? Sorry. Anyway, I was in there for SO long, suddenly my phone rang and some lady told me she was calling from the clinic and she asked me WHERE WAS I. I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG THAT THEY THOUGHT I LEFT. Or maybe they thought I passed out in the washroom or something. I don't know. So I was all awkward and said, 'I'm still in the washroom!' and I almost added, 'I can't pee!' HAHAHAHAHA

So when that's FINALLY done, they took my measurements like height and weight and blood pressure and all that stuff, then I went to do the X-ray for my chest. Then when the screening was out, they took me to this doctor guy, and they hung up my X-ray screening thing and the doctor switched on the light thing for the X-ray thing. AND HE SAID, oh my god, I swear this was what he said about it, and it was ALL he said about it. SO, he pointed at my X-ray screening and said, 'So this is your heart, and these are your lungs.' THE END. THEN HE TOOK IT DOWN. Right after he said that in my head I went, 'NO SHIT.' It was hilarious and ridiculous. That was all he said. Okay, fine, he did say 'looks good' at the end. So the sentence was actually, 'So this is your heart, and these are your lungs.', took it down, and said, 'looks good.' But still, NO SHIT!

omg I kenot.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

So yea. It was funny. I was so stupid.



That's all bye!

Saturday, 6 September 2014

you wanna know what I think?

So today I encountered this woman who has absolutely no good things to say about my decisions. Ever. She is just so full of herself and wants everyone to follow exactly just what she says. 她的看法就是圣经;其他人的看法就是屎。

She asked me a bunch of stuff and told my mom a bunch of other stuff, as though convincing my parents to support her objection with my decisions on my life, and also I think partly those words are directed to me.

These are what I should or would have said to her when she asked me stuff and said stuff. I didn't say them tho, not because I was scared, just because I didn't think I needed to waste my energy to discuss matters like this with autocrat. 

“你现在读什么啊?”
“还没有开始。”
“酱你报名都什么?”
*Answers her*

And she freaking judgmentally eyed me with discrimination. I ignored her, feeling super glad that she didn't keep the conversation going. But then she asked, “你骗我的是不是?”

What I said: *laughs* “我为什么要骗你?”
What I should have said: 你以为你自己是多重要的人?我为什么要花费我的心思、时间、脑力、力气还有精力去想办法来骗你?骗你既得不到乐趣,更得不到金钱,况且我连话也不想跟你多讲一句,我还去骗你?简直就是笑话。这种百害而无一利的事情谁要做呢,请问?你吗?你要的话请自便。

Before I met her again today, my dad had once told me that she told her my choice in degree, even at that time she had started opposing it. Hell, she even said it like it was something disgraceful to do. WOMAN, I am not going to sell drugs or become a prostitute. BUT THEN AGAIN, maybe if I did so then you would be more pleased because all you can ever think of, all that you ever want, all that it is in your mind is just money money money money. You only want the people around you to do what you think is right and advantageous. 

So today she asked me again, “为什么要选这科?” Actually, the correct question, the exact form of the question that she asked was: 搞错哦,为什么选这科?” sounding very annoyed.

What I said: “我喜欢啦。”
What I should have said: "Because I can, and quite frankly, I don't give a shit about what you think, at all."

It doesn't stop here.

She later turns to my parents and talk about how people who graduated from my course all can't stay here because they can't find any income here.

“这科学了在这里很难找吃哦。”

What I said: Nothing.
What I should have said: 酱就不要吃啦!

“这科很难读。”

What I said: Nothing.
What I should have said: 
1) WOW thank you, I SO did not know that before you told me. WOW. DAMN, you're smart.
2) 那就请英明的你指教、指点小的,请大人您奉告,有什么东西是容易的叻?

You only think whatever it is you think is easy because:
1) The people who are pro at doing it make it seem easy
2) You have never done it on your own before, you have only seen or heard, which is back to 1).

“这个要读很久哦。”

What I said: Nothing.
What I should have said: (I'm gonna combine these two to talk about) Nothing is easy. People make it seem easy when they do it, so it is them who are pro at doing it. But behind the scene, behind the act, how long they have been practicing, how long they took to learn it, all those countless and endless hours of practicing and training and doing and reading, all those sleepless nights spent researching on techniques and all to improve themselves, all those restless nights due to the stress and pressure everybody else put on them, or even given by themselves, all those tears, hard work, blood and sweat, DO YOU KNOW? OF COURSE NOT. 

Even if you were born a genius, even if you were born with talents in that field, do you think that they can be successful like they are now, as well known as they are now, without regular practicing and doing? I'm going to say it again because I don't think it is said enough, talent without hard work is nothing. If you want to really be good and excel in something, anything at all, of course you need to put in some effort and sacrifice time to train and practice and do some research on it. 

I know you have read a lot of books about the course that I chose, that's why you think you know a lot. I'll admit, reading really gives you a lot of knowledge. But woman, reading is not the same as doing. You think just because you read a lot that magically gives you the skills and techniques to perform whatever it is you need to perform? And the world is SO big, even if you read a lot, even if you think you read a lot, even if you think you have read the best book there ever is, the world is SO big, there will always be more books to be read, always going to be better books out there somewhere. There is always going to be another mountain higher. Of course you need to be exposed to people of the same field, of course you need to practice it and do it on your own to really experience it. Reading is not the same as doing, it never is. You think you all magically acquire knowledge about everything and every skill after reading? Your books are not the freaking Dragon Scroll, nor is it some 神卷. 



I know you want the best for me, but you need to stop it with your know-it-all attitude. Furthermore, you need to know when to stop talking. 


It's all sort of like, thanks, but no thanks.

Bye.

Thursday, 28 August 2014

It happened!

It seriously does feel like just yesterday I graduated from high school, when in fact, I've finished A-Levels. It kind of feels like college never happened, probably because everything happened too fast, and most of it just involves nerding and studying. But I have prove that it happened! 'Pics or it didn't happen'? HA!

Of course I don't really remember every single detail because it was mostly stressful and not exactly pleasant to remember, so I just dug up a bunch of pictures and we'll just go with them

OKAY, so, in the first week of college I HAD NO FRIENDS. Lol. It's like this: I was not even a little bit active during orientation. Just doing things because I had to. TBH I didn't really want to be there omg I remember the feels of that day. Ew. EW.
ANYWAY, during orientation, the only cool thing that happened was the choir that sat among us, pretended to be freshmen and then suddenly slowly, one by one, they all stood up and sing. Then the awkward thing happened when they stood on the stage at the bottom of the lecture hall and this guy was clapping his hands and I think he wanted all of us to clap, but no one did. 

THEN, they had these two cocktail making guy to come perform making cocktail except on that day they made mocktail. After they were done they gave two parents the drinks, which they reacted,

Parent A: It's good!
*Applause*
Parent B: Not bad.
*Laughs*

We actually talked about this when there were only a few days left of college,
“你记得 orientation 那天那个爸爸讲那个男孩子做的水 not bad 罢了吗?”
“我记得!哇劳,笑死我。”
“一个讲好喝哦,讲到好像真的很好喝酱,然后突然间一个讲 ‘not bad’
And suddenly, Kar Yan was like, “那个是我爸爸来的...”

Hahahahahha!


We always talked about it but it's actually no use now because it's all a year away now. That is, we should have made use of semester 1 and go explore around the college and be more active and actually join more stuff to get to know more people and shit. All so we wouldn't be what we seemed to be and that is antisocial. We're actually not antisocial. Nor are we nerdy. We're just very very very very holy shit lazy.

So anyway, this was the first class photo we've ever took:

 
TADaAAAaaAAAAAAaaaaaAAaaAaaAaAaaaa~~~

It was when everyone was still here (actually 2 were missing from the photo). As in before some people left for other courses and ditched us. Lol. 

Fun fact about my classmates though I don't really know everyone that well nor have I spent the amount of time that classmates could have spent together, but everyone's very funny and friendly and nice and smart. No shit, guys, all the classes that I've been in since I remember, which was since like about.. Standard fiiiiveee? Yea, probably, since standard 5, every class that I have been placed in is awesoooooomeeee!!!! (go high pitch like Barney Stinson)

I remember this one time in Chemistry lab, okay, since we're at Chemistry lab, let's talk about that.

This one time in Chemistry lab, we were supposed to mix this black solid powder thing, I forgot what it was, it was something oxide, with hydrogen peroxide. You know how when you conduct an experiment, and if you're supposed to mix it slowly, it will be stated there mix slowly or caution: vigorous reaction or something like that? Well, for that something oxide and hydrogen peroxide, it wasn't stated. And I was freaking running out of time, so I just poured one damn thing into another and it caused a freaking minor minor minor minor explosion. Very minor, but major enough to spurt out and the mixture landed on my hand and it burned and I freaking screamed and dropped the boiling tube on Khai Ching's lab report and turned it black. 

This other time in Chemistry lab, I broke a freaking conical flask. I was stupid. And clumsy. I was washing it and shaking it dry and I hit it at the corner of the sink and it shattered. 

This other time also in Chemistry lab, I dropped a test tube on the floor and it broke. I was like, 'SHHHiiiiiiiiiiT!' and a guy was like, “快点,快点扫掉就可以了!” Pointing at the broom behind. Hahahhahaa. But there was no thing for me to sweep the glass onto. Then I just picked up the pieces and Jia Yi was like, 

"Woi! 不要!" 
"Zomo?" 
"等下你割到手!" 
"没有酱容易割到的啦!" 
"不是用铁做的 meh?"
"HAR? TEST TUBE wo!"

And she laughed and turned and walked away.

Hahahahhahahahahaha!



Moving on to Bio lab.

Moments in Bio lab that I remember mostly consist of embarrassing moments such as:

A) I had no clue what the hell a eyepiece graticule is and what the heck is stage micrometer is while everyone else does
B) I had no idea how to properly use a microscope. I couldn't see shit. HAHAHAHA
C) The lecturer had helped me a shit load of times with my microscope, and I still couldn't see shit
D) I can only answer 2 or 3 questions from the lab report thing at most

There was this one time or maybe a few times, but I only remember one, where I wasn't alone at D. Khai Ching sat beside me in lab and we had no idea how to answer the questions, and we asked Kar Yan, Jia Yi and Yue Shin and all did not know, and we asked the guys because they looked so relaxed like this is a piece of cake!

So I asked and these were the responds:

“你做了吗?”
“一题都还没有。”

“你会做吗?”
*shakes head and laughs*

“借我看。”
“空的wo,你要看什么?”


*insert laugh until tears come out emoji here*

Come to think of it, Bio was stressful.

Our lecturer was always like:

"I count until three, you haven't hand in then you can keep it forever."
"I want it done by today."
"No one leaves until everyone finishes their work."


Wow.

There was this time where the lecturer was like, "I want it done by today." and the whole class fell silent and got started with their work. At about my second or third question, she started asking the whole class advice on whether she should buy an Xbox or a PS 4. LOL

That reminds me of that time my Chemistry lecturer had the projector on and told us about PS4 in class, and even Googled the picture to show us through the projector. The guys suggested that he buy one and put it in class. (Y)

Not forgetting that time our class was to make this video thingy about the periodic table and show how elements and compounds react with one another. The video that I was supposed to be sodium in, the video that we ditched on filming day because we went to watch Iron Man 3. Do I regret it? Yes and no. Hahhahaha. But I do feel bad. Oh well. The video came out great and I laughed so hard when I watched it. See, awesome people. (Y)

Oh yea, there's also this time in Bio class when we were doing paper 5. It had something to do with the pollution level of the water and the size of the fish's testes. See how they used the word 'testes'? It's usually 'testicles' or 'testis' and rarely 'testes'. Jia Yi turned around with Khai Ching to face Yue Shin, me and Kar Yan.

"What's testes?"
"Testes 你不知道啊?" *shocked*
"不知道啦... 什么来的?"
"LAM PA la!"

HAHAHAHAHA

"那个不是 testis meh?"
"它有很多名字的."
"Okayyyy..."

A few seconds later, someone asked,

"Miss, what's testes?"
*Laughs*
"Is it the balls?"
"Fish got balls one meh?"
"I don't know, I don't think so... OH WAIT, FISH BALLS!"
*Laughs* "THIS fish ball is not THAT fish ball!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



There was a while last year that I felt that my life was a bore and moving at the same pace at the same old straight line. I needed excitement and fun, and so I joined HERO Camp organized by the college's Chinese Cultural Society in conjunction of the Dragon Boat festival :D

Since it was the HERO Camp, there were 4 teams and all named after The Avengers: Captain America, The Hulk, Iron Man, and my team, Thor. The committees were The X-Men.

Kumpulan-kumpulan tersebut sering saling ejek-mengejek mungkin sebab mereka semua dah sangat friend dengan satu sama lain. They were so funny and kept saying things about the other teams like:

“Iron man 只是一堆烂铁!”
“Captain America 只是帅罢了,他没有什么用的。”
“The Hulk 会喊罢了,他本来是一个很聪明的人来的,可是他一变 Hulk 就没有脑了。”
“Thor 是根本没有用的。”
“Excuse me, 我们是神来的叻,你们只是一堆凡人。”

And then there's:

"X-Men aren't even Avengers!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHA


Each team were given an egg to look after for the rest of the camp. Also, each team drew their own team flag and were supposed to keep it safe as well. We were allowed to steal these two valuables from each team. At the end of the camp, whoever has the other teams' eggs and flags will gain a crap load of extra points; and those teams without them will lose a crap load. So the stealing and tricking all began on the very first night. Naturally, everything ended up in the girls' dorm because it was safer there. None of the girls wanted to steal anyone's eggs or flags while the guardian was asleep or in the showers or something else. I was in charge of my team's egg and flag and Yue Shin was in charge of Iron Man's.

It was all fun. Met a lot of fun people there. Everyone's so hyperactive and crazy there! So fun!

The next day, we went canoeing! We had to make our own canoe. Iron Man was teamed up with Thor to make it. And so from Team Captain America and Team Hulk:

“你的衣服邹了!快点拿去给 Iron Man 烫一下!”
“没有鞋啊?Thor Hai Thor Hai....”
“还有,去 Thor Dei! ”
“那组就一直在做家务罢了。”

Hahahahhaha

 
This was us taking our position and practicing. Even though we were still on dry land.

“你们打算从这边滑下水啊?”
“练习一下罢了。”
“练习?!”

HAHAHAHHAHAHA


The race began!

Look look look hahahaha

First round: I forgot who we were against, but we won, so we moved on to the next round. PROUD, but also tired as hell.

Second round: Also forgot who the opponent team was, but we were so far behind and so all 6 of us stopped paddling and we just sat in the canoe in the middle of the lake and let the water bring us anywhere. We were tired and far behind so we pretty much gave up. Hahahahahha! From the shore, everyone was like, "Walao! 快点回来,还有一点罢了!" and we were like, "酱就慢慢来啦!" HAHAHAHAHHA

After the canoe race, Yue Shin and I and some others went back to the dorm to chill while some others went to play at the river. Yue Shin was showering and she had forgotten her towel, so she called from the bathroom:

"Wei Shan!!!"
"Zomo?!"
"我忘记拿毛巾!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"
"帮我拿!!"
"你要怎样报答我?"
"你要什么?"
"我要 Iron Man 的蛋!"
"不可以!!!"

Our dorm door was open and the Iron Man's team captain and my teammate from Thor were sitting at the doorstep so they heard our conversation and Iron Man's captain was like, "Waalaaaoooooooo...." and my teammate was like, "GOOD AH!"

Hahahahhahaha! Then of course I brought her her towel. 


After much chilling and cleaning up, we went for dinner. Something happened there that made everyone at the table laugh like shit and almost spat their food out, while I was just eating the vegetable that I very much remember was disgusting. I was so blur and blunt that when everyone was laughing I was like, "What?" and they wanted to tell me but can't. But they did later, and it was that they noticed that this guy sort of has a thing for this girl, and they said that the way he was behaving around her was so freaking obvious and kind of awkward and everything was generally funny.

Oh. 


Hahhahahaahahaha

Night time chill.


The third day, before we left the campsite, it was the prize giving ceremony and then after that, we were supposed to be going home, but the bus came late and so we played games. I forgot what we were playing. It had something to do with a ball. And when the person won, he/she gets to smack everyone's stacked hands. I won a round and I asked if I can step on their hands because the stack was so high (not sohai ah) and it was difficult to smack with my hand. And everyone was like, "踩啦踩啦!" happily. HAHAHAHAHHA

We took a bunch of group photos. It was fuunnnnn...
OTW home!

We had fun in the bus otw home too, probably because everyone had bonded over the past three days. We gossiped about some random stuff and played some more and took pictures and everything. It was nice. Glad I got to know these people :D


A week or two later after the camp, or was it a month, I forgot, CCS organized another event which was the HORROR RUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

During group distribution, we were given a piece of coloured paper randomly and those with the same colour will be grouped together. A lot of the HERO Camp people went for Horror Run, too, so when most of us got a blue piece of paper, those without a blue paper went to exchange with the others! Thus, all of us who went to HERO Camp ended up in the same group, of course there were other people, big group. So, we were really noisy and hyper and soooooooooo active. Hahahahha!


TadaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaAaaaaaaa~~~

Some of the CCS committees were dressed as zombies and were supposed to catch us and make us do stuff, just to waste our time, but when one of us got "caught" by the zombie, my team will be like, 

“我们酱多人,你一个人,好像我们捉到你多一点咯。”
“就是咯!我们捉到你叻,你给我们 clue 啦!”
“NOOOOOOO!!!!”
*whole group surrounds the 'zombie' *


HAHAHAHAHA
HORROR RUN TEAM :D

We had to run a few stairs up to get to this location, and there were all those railings there and most of them just jumped over them like freakin ninjas. I was behind so I saw everyone jumped over it and I was like, 'Wow.' because it was a pretty cool moment hahahha #easilyamused

Then I forgot who, but one of my teammates laughed and said, “我觉得我们比较像zombie咯。”

LOL

We finished everything very quickly and could have finished first, but we got stuck at the last part and so we ended up second. But no matter, we had a really fun time together, running around the whole college late at night and all. 

Oh yea, at this one station, we were being really really really noisy and kept shouting to distract the other team playing and making noise and talking very loudly and being very annoying, so annoying that my nice friend Yue Shin, who was one of the station masters, SHOUTED AT US. Like really, turned to face us, and SHOUTED at us and EVERYONE fell silent. It was the second time I've heard her raise her voice, first time being in HERO Camp where people kept pronouncing her name wrong and she was like, "NO! MY NAME IS YU SHIN!" And I laughed like shit.

Since we're talking about Yue Shin now, she's the college friend that I spend most of my time in college with. She was the girl who found me scary the first time she saw me; the girl that finds ketchup cute (yes, cute), and finds chocolate ice-cream too chocolatey, and she is also my car ride buddy :D
HELLO!

I think most of the stuff we do in college can be summed up with a series of titles.
1) 那些年,我们一直撞衣的日子
2) 那些年,我们每个星期三早上都吃 McDonald 的日子
3) 那些年,我们因为下雨所以在车上 camping 的日子
4) 那些年,我们每天很早去学校然后一起分享 YouTube videos 的日子
5) 那些年,我们整天肚子饿的日子
6) 那些年,我们讲下废话突然间变成在讲很有深度的话的日子

I especially remember this one:

"Every girl's waiting for her Prince Charming to come, but the truth is..." She said.
"We are our own Prince Charming." I cut her off.

*Silence*

"Wow, I'm deep." I said.
"Yes, you are." She said.



Throughout all three semesters of this course, we had different Math lecturers. In the second semester, we had our trial exam for AS and before the lecturer gave us our papers back,

"How many of you think you will get an A?"
*No one raises hands
"How many of you think you will get a B?"
*No one raises hands
"Wow, how bout a C?"
*A few raised their hands*
"How many of you think you will fail?"
*More than half the class raises hands*
"You freaking Asian overachievers..." *shakes head*

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA


MathLecturerII


Never forgetting the Math lecturer from third semester. There was one time he was walking around the class, and when he passed by Jia Yi, she stopped him to ask a question. You would think that he would answer her, because that's what teachers are supposed to do, TEACH. But instead, he just looked at her and kind of smiled and said, "I also don't know oh." and he WALKED AWAY. And I was like, "HAR? That's it ah?"

Then I thought maybe he was giving her time to think, and if he came back the second time and she still didn't get it then he would help her. But when he walked passed her the second time, he didn't even stop to look! And then the third time he walked pass her, he was like, "Okay, class, let's continue." WHAT?! HAHAHHAHA

"Jia Yi, 你做到了 meh?"
"还没有啦!"

HAHAHHAHAHA

So it became a thing that we say. Like if one of us asks anyone in our bunch a question, someone will surely imitate him and be all like, "I also don't know oh."



Then cameeeeeee...... CHINESE NEW YEARRRR!

“全部人都会因为新年穿到红红的ma,我们坐不一样一点啦,我们穿黑黑啦。”

And so we did.

On the last day of school before Chinese New Year break, the four of us dressed all black :D



We weren't even going anywhere after. LOL

Then one of our classmates was like, “你们等下去哪里?” “回家咯。” and he thought we were lying and kept asking time after time after time. We were really all dressed up with nowhere to go. Hahahhaa.

Our Chemistry lecturer noticed the all black and even acknowledged it. LOL

Fun fact of my Chemistry lecturer: HE NEVER REMEMBERS MY NAME. He calls me either "Michelle", "Mee Sham" or "Su Shen", all real life people, all his students, but all not me. There was this time that I went to the washroom and when I came back I saw him looked at me shocked, and when I got into class everyone just finished laughing. Later, Yue Shin told me that he practiced writing my name on the whiteboard, 10 times. And I said that he will forget again after that day. 


On the 8th day of CNY, our Math lecturer of the third semester asked Yue Shin to solve a question on the whiteboard.

"But sir, I don't know how to do."
*Looks at the time* "Are you Hokkien?"
"Yes."
"You got bai tin gong?"
*Nods*
"Then you cannot bai tin gong today, you have to do my Maths, next week you will do on the board." *walks away*

HAHAHAHAHA

*comes back* "Or you can bai tin gong, you can ask the tin gong how to do this question."

HAHAHAHAHAHA

MathLecturerIII Yue Shin


On the bai tian gong day, I whatsapped Yue Shin:

"So what did tian gong say about your Math problem?"

To which she replied:
"He say I don't know oh, ask me do myself."

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA


My personal favourite memory of the third Math lecturer was this one: He always had students go up to the front to solve the questions. One day, he asked the guy behind Khai Ching and I to go do the question and the guy said that he didn't know how to do.

"I don't know how to do."
"Just go out and do."
"It's definitely wrong." *showing his paper to lecturer*
"If it's wrong I will tell you it's wrong, just go and do."
"Aiyo, fuck lo."
"Don't fuck la."

Guy MathLecturerIII

It sounded normal for a moment there because we've reached the age where it is perfectly normal to hear people cursing everywhere we go. Especially when we are in places surrounded by peers of the same age or about our age. We didn't react at first upon hearing that conversation, but then everyone started realizing that omg wait a minute, it was the lecturer, the lecturer said the f word and then everyone started to be like wow and started laughing.


One day during our study break for A2 exam, I had too many questions about Math, so I went to college to look for Jia Yi to ask her my questions. Can I just say, the library is a very noisy place. It was as if everyone just went there to talk with friends and laugh about everything and anything at all, I'll be honest, I'm like that. Lol. I mean, going to the library but not for studies but to hang out with friends. But I was able to put myself in the shoes of the people who were studying when we were being noisy. It was fucking annoying. Hahahahha. So we left the library and went to level 8 to look for an empty classroom for us to do our Statistics.

We were under so much stress because out of the 6 or 7 questions we were only able to answer about 2 or 3 of them on our own. We can't even finish 3 questions continuously without the aid of the marking scheme. Not that marking scheme was of much help, anyway, but still. We felt so doomed and helpless. Just then, the students from the opposite classroom finished class and came out of the classroom giggling and laughing. Then Jia Yi was like, “Tsk,笑笑笑,看你到 sem 3 的时候还笑得出没有~” HAHAHAHAHAHA


I will spare you the rest of the stressful times during that one month of A2 exam season.


On the day after our second last paper,

"不要走先!"
"Zomo?"
"Class photo!"
"Class photo class photo! 来来来,快点来!" *gesturing down the entire hallway at everyone be it classmates, friends from other classes or strangers* HAHAHAHAHHA

"快点啦,lift 都来了!"
"你在做什么?"
"找我的电话..."
"Lift 来了!快点!"
"我们进去里面拍啦...."
"OKAY!"

It wasn't easy to take a groupfie in the lift. Everyone was so tall so we all had to bend our knees while the lift was going down and it was super difficult to maintain balance, actually.

"Walao, gravity!"

HAHAHAHAHA

Then when we were finally able to take a picture, the lift stopped and the doors opened and everyone stood up straight like, No no no, we're not doing anything in here.  HAHAHAHAHA

It happened twice and when the second time happened, Jia Yi looked out of the lift and said, "NO!" And I was like, "你 NO 什么?" And she was like, "刚才那个人要进来..." And I was like, "然后你跟他讲 NO 啊?" And we laughed and I said, "又不是我们的 lift 哦!" HAHAHAHAHAHA

After much effort, we finally did it!



SAY HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!



After our last paper, Jia Yi, Khai Ching, Yue Shin, Kar Yan and I went to Setiawalk for Escape Rooooooooooooooommmm!! We chose the room Crime Scene because we wanted horror and excitement. Hahahahaha! But it turned out to be damn scary. I would tell you, but I would ruin the room for you. GO PLAY IT. If they still have it, that is. It was scary, but it was damn fun. These girls work fast, I tell you! I was like, 'WOW you guys!' because when we went into the second room from the first room, I was the last one to enter, and when I did, everything that can be opened have already been opened and they were already unlocking the door to the third room. WOW. We could have made it out. We were so close. SO CLOSE. But we got scared towards the end. Like, really really really scared.

There was this part where we entered another room, and Kar Yan SCREAMED which made all of us JUMPED. Her scream was no regular scream. It was the weak-on-your-knees-hands-over-your-mouth-take-a-few-steps-back-away-and-scream-your-lungs-out scream. After her scream we were all like, "OH MY GOD! WHAT? WHAT?!?!?!??! WHAT?! OH MY GOD IS SOMETHING MOVING?!?!?!?!" and then we saw what scared her and we went, "你想吓死我们啊?!?!?!?!?" and she kept apologizing, "SORRYYYYYY...." But we were all laughing. I think Kar Yan's scream was the scariest thing while we were playing in that room.

After Escape Room, which we almost won but didn't, we went to watch X-Men: Days of Future Past. Might I just say, no matter what you think or say about it, I will always love X-Men. It's the coolest thing ever. It gives me goosebumps every time someone does something awesome and cool in there and I absolutely love the bromance between Charles and Erik. LOVE! LOOVEEE! LUUURRRRVVEEEEE....



That day at Setiawalk :D

“脸小的人站前面 please。”



Then, we had a trip to Malacca. Jia Yi ditched our asses. We had a pretty fun time there. As soon as we arrived at the Melaka Sentral, we saw McDonalds. 

"Can we please not eat here?"
"Sure, not like we came all the way here for it."


Then after we left our stuff at the hotel lobby, we went out to have lunch at this chicken rice ball shop with less people. We were so damn hungry like we haven't eaten for a week and we could each eat a whole elephant. We were deciding on how many rice balls to order.

“你要几粒?”
“三粒。”
“我也是要三粒。”
“我要五粒,我很饿。Khai Ching, 你叻?”
“十粒。” SHE AIN'T EVEN KIDDING.

WE ALL STARED AT HER WITH EYES LIKE O.O AND BURST OUT LAUGHING.

“你吃酱多zomo?!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


After the chicken rice, it started raining and so we went to this coffee shop on the opposite side and had some stuff to drink.

After that we went to check into our room. We passed by this place which I said has very cendol to die for. So after we checked in, we went to get cendol.

“我们的前三站就是吃的。”
“不然你来马六甲zomo?”

(Y)

On the first day, we mainly just explored Jonker Street. 从街头走到街尾,再从街尾走回去街头. 

About 8 something at night after we walked the whole Jonker street, we decided to buy some junk food and get back to the hotel room to chill because it was so nice and spacey on there. It's nice to have some time away from it all relaxing with friends. Once our asses touched the bed, we could actually feel the weariness lease from our feet. 

I was supposed to bring the deck of cards we bought from the 7-Eleven outside our college during CNY so we could ___________ in school, but I forgot. Then they made paper cards which they found from God knows where. Hahahahaha


On the second day, we went into town to explore the historical stuff. 


:D :P :D :D





We then walked all the way to Dataran Pahlawan to get movie tickets for Maleficient. It was about 11 on a Monday morning so it was pretty empty and quiet in the shopping mall and that's where and when we came across a scary thing. Or should I say person. But thank goodness it was only a short period of time. We kind of just ran for our lives. LOL.

When we saw the big green field as we ascended the stairs, we all unleashed the little girl within us and were all excited and happy and so we ran onto the field and jumped and ran around and laughed and shouted and eeeeeeeeverything fun and happy. Pure bliss.





HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


I look like I'm pointing my middle finger here but I really wasn't. It was supposed to be a peace sign. My timing was off. Sincerely. Hahahha


At night, we, I mean, I, was still paranoid about the incident from the morning from that scary person. We went back to Dataran Pahlawan again because our movie was at night. But there were more people at night and I felt safer. The others didn't seem as scared or as worried or as paranoid as I was. Hahaha. I'm in good hands. 

We watched Maleficent and it was magnificent. So preettyyyyyy and I like Angelina Jolie's sexiness in there :D

I kept annoying Yue Shin during the movie by saying crap, funny crap, that made her laugh. I kept doing that, and she finally laughed and said, "Stop talking, STOP talking." Hahahahhaha!

After the movie, we went for Gong Wo Tong for leong cha. We drank very quickly because the sky had already turned dark and we still had to made our way back to Jonker Street.

“天黑了天黑了!”
“快点跑快点跑!”

We actually just did it for the sake of fun. 


Yeah man I'm buff as hell! Hahahahaha


On the third day we just slacked nearby the hotel and ate and played mindless childhood games. Our bus home was at 3pm and we went to Melaka Sentral at 2pm. We arrived at about 2:10pm because it was so damn near. So we ate to avoid being hungry in the bus. What did we eat there? You guessed it. McDonalds. Even though on the first day we said we wouldn't, we still did anyway. #guilty



The next big thing was prom. 

Everyone looked so nice that night. If the entertainment wasn't such a bore and if we weren't so neglected and if we got to vote for our Prom King & Queen, I would actually love it. But things are never as the way you want them to be so hahaha jokes on you and me. LOL!


Part of the class :D



:D


I seriously felt that our batch was so neglected that day. Why? Before we graduate, we were the third semester students, that's very senior. I thought the whole point of this prom was to bid us farewell? I might be wrong, but I still feel neglected. So we were the third semester students, but it's like, once you leave school, you are forgotten for life. New students come in to become the first semesters; the first semesters move to the second semester and the second semesters move to the third semester which makes them senior. So what are we? Not really anything. Hahahhahaha! I'm not even trying to sound sad, I actually find it pretty funny. 

There's this part where this just-entered-third-semester guy, he was the emcee, he was like, "I think everyone knows me la." then this other emcee was like, "No, the freshmen don't know you." and he went, "Oh yea, the freshmen don't know me." and I was sitting there like, "But I'm not a freshmen, and I still don't know you." LOL

But it's okayyyyy. It was still generally a pretty nice night.


There was this moment we got bored and one of us suggested we go to the washroom for selfies so we went.






It's a selfie relay. LOL


They then announced the Prom King and Queen nominees. One of my classmates got nominated for Prom King and one of them got nominated for Prom Queen. I FELT SO PROUD. Hahahahhaha! I think all of us from the same class had already set our mind on who to cast our votes on, NOT KNOWING THAT WE WOULDN'T BE GIVEN THE RIGHTS TO VOTE! Democracy... They just decided on the winners based on ONE QUESTION.

"This is not Miss Universe..."
"Miss Universe answers will all be like 'I want world peace'.." *smiles*

HAHAHAHAHA

But then again, fiiiiinnnneeeeeeee..... hahahhahaha




Prom was a day that Jia Yi ditched our asses again. 



Class photo of the night!

Our class photos are never complete. There will always be a few people missing. That's sad. 


So anyway, college was a fun time. Leaving all the bulky homework and endless stress and countless hours of studying aside, the people I met here were all awesome. I had a great time and I want to remember it :D I feel very fortunate to have the ex-head of program to change me away from the class that I was originally placed in. The same thing happened to Yue Shin. We say it often and really mean it, we feel very happy to be in this class, and got to know everyone here.

I think this is the longest and wordiest post I've ever made, it is as such because it's what happened in the past 18 months. And it could have been longer and wordier because, well, it's what happened in the past 18 months. Cheers to those randomly fun times in class that I know happened but kind of involves knowledge from the inside.

As a conclusion, I just want to finally say, everything is better with friends, even something as pain sticking, ass kicking, hell raising, brain hurting, time consuming, mood ruining and heartbreaking as A-Levels.

"You've made it through A-Levels, nothing will be harder now, nothing in life can stop you now." - Yue Shin, 2014

But then again,

“等下吃什么?”
“Walao,不知道,这个问题比 A-Levels 更难啊~- Jia Yi, 2013
#truth

Sunday, 17 August 2014

 Hi, before we begin, you must be bored, that's why you ended up here. Welcome, nonetheless.


Just need to remember some happy things. This will be one of those times I share those funny conversations that happened. Lol.

One Saturday, I went to watch Dawn of The Planet of The Apes with Shelley and Zihao. Awesome movie, btw, very touching and very cool. I actually went home and rewatched Rise of The Planet of The Apes, and every part of it made me want to cry because I keep relating it to Dawn and it just makes me feel, 'Why did it turn out this way?' and I felt very sad.

ANYWAY, after the movie, we went to have lunch at this place. It's one of those places where they give you an order list and you write down the codes of the food you want on it. So I wrote mine first, and Shelley was like,

“我要这个..”
“你自己不会写啊?”
“爱你哦!”
“你爱我就应该是你帮我写咯!”

*writes it for her, turns to Zihao*

“怎样?要不要帮你写?”
“你爱我吗?”

HAHAHAHA


Me Shelley Zihao

Like our love is just expressed through writing orders for each other...


One Friday at this place where I teach kids (not quite) stuff,

“XX 华小的厕所很肮脏的,而且也很臭。”
“就是咯!到今天它还是酱肮脏!可是 SMK XX 的厕所不肮脏 meh?”
“也是肮脏啦,可是至少它不是每次都很臭。”
“XX shopping mall 的厕所干净。”
“屁!也是臭的!”
“去日本!日本的厕所很~~~干净!”

*All stares at her*

“我们国家没有厕所啊?!”
“就是咯!”
“就算我不要上外面的厕所,我自己家没有厕所啊?”
“Aiya aiya,我尿急!我要去买飞机票非去日本!”
“在飞机上你就去跟那个 captain 讲,‘Excuse me,你可以驾快点吗?我尿急。’ 那个 captain 就讲,‘Errr,飞机上有厕所的。’ 你就跟他讲,‘不可以!我一定要在日本小便!’ ”
“因为日本的厕所很干净!我一定要在那边小便!”
“然后你小完便了就可以回了。”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA


Same day at the same place, I was teaching a Form 3 girl vectors, which was a Form 5 syllabus so naturally she found it difficult. Then this guy there was also teaching vectors to my teacher (it's complicated, just know that he was teaching vectors), only the vectors he was teaching was A-Levels syllabus, and he was explaining both pure maths and further maths vectors.

Form 3 girl: 很难啊...
Me: 还好啦,Form 5 罢了,2D 罢了,A-Levels 的有 3D,慢慢来,慢慢想...
Teacher: A-Levels 的才是真正的难...
A-Levels guy: 很难 meh? 很容易罢了嘛.
Me and Teacher: *EYES WIDENED AND STARES AT HIM*
A-Levels guy: *BURSTS OUT LAUGHING LIKE HE JUST HEARD A JOKE*
Me: “你 okay 吗?你不要吓我啦...”
A-Levels guy: *Cannot contain laughter*
Me: “还好你知道是笑话...”





Strangely, I do feel better. Knowing that these silly little things can still make me smile during this depressing time. Some can make me laugh, but those jokes are so inside they require a shit load of explanation. Till I feel like it. Bye! :D

Friday, 8 August 2014

I am well aware that nobody reads anybody's blog anymore, unless they're famous or something, but whatever, I just wanna talk, even if it's just talking to myself (lol), or maybe the wall or something, it's still better than talking to people sometimes.

Okay, so about the end of June till somewhere near the mid of July, I have been so fucking depressed and upset all the fucking time. I felt so sad for reasons. That time was a time where everything hurts and it all just made me wanna hibernate for the rest of the year. I was so done with all these things. But then, a few things helped me overcome that period of depression:

1) A heck load of chocolates
2) A truck-full of ice-cream a day
3) Reading books that made me feel more like crap
4) Listening to really really really sad songs
5) Germany winning World Cup


No shit, those really helped. The hell with 'talking about your problems'. You already know what sort of crap people are gonna tell you. It's not like it's their fault because it's true that if it wasn't happening to you, or that you've never been through it, there is no way in hell that you will understand it. Even if you say you do, you don't. Don't lie. LOL.

Right now, I'm not even sure. I feel that I've become numb. Some stuff makes me sad, but not quite. Wtf I don't even know how to put it in words, which kind of defeats the purpose why I started writing, no, typing this. Lol.

I'm working on this thing, which I thought would be worthwhile and worth my time and my effort and my brain and my sleeplessness and everything, I guess I thought this was important. It probably still is, I mean, it could be, but I don't know. I don't feel like it's going anywhere and someone who I thought was supportive in this, isn't really. It's sort of one of those moments where you share something important to yourself to someone who matters to you, and they just reacted to it simply, as if hinting you that they have no time for your shit, and you shouldn't even be wasting your time on this shit, and asking you to get a new shit. That person just doesn't see it. If so, I guess no one will see it, then.

I have lost all the inspirations and frankly, all the confidence after that person's reaction.

I am shit now.

But anyway, like I said, numbed, so, it isn't really anything.

Okay, I forgot. Now I remember. So, bye.

Thursday, 12 June 2014

Funny how when asked 'What's the best surprise in your life so far?', you were the answer.

Monday, 9 June 2014

Kind of wish that I still have the courage that I once had back when I was younger.

Friday, 16 May 2014

getting to know me

Physical appearance:

I have blond hair.
My current hair color is not my natural hair color.
I have curly hair.
I have green eyes.
I have red hair.
I have natural highlights.
I am black.
I have lots of freckles.
My nails are usually painted.
I wear a lot of eye make-up.
I have bangs.
I have short hair.
I wear a lot of pink.

Belongings:

I own a hair straightener.
I have my own car.
I have posters on my walls.
I have a pet.
I own a pair of roller skates or blades.
I have lots of bobby pins.
I own at least four bottles of perfume.
I have a lot of jewelry I never wear.
I own at least 5 pairs of jeans.
I own Converse.
I own a pair of high heels.
I own a leather jacket.

Family:

I have a step-relative.
I am adopted.
My biological parents are married to each other.
I am an only child.
At least one of my great-grandparents is still alive.
All of my grandparents are still alive.
I am related to someone famous.
I have a sibling who is in college
I am a twin or a triplet.
I have a sibling who is married.
I have a sibling who is less than five years old.
I have more than one sibling.
I see my cousins often.

Relationship:

I am married.
I am engaged.
I have been proposed to.
I have never been in a serious relationship.
I have been asked out on a date.
I have been cheated on.
I am asexual.
I want to get married someday.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I have made out with someone against a wall.

Health:

I am lactose intolerant.
I have a food allergy.
Someone in my family has died of cancer.
I have had surgery.
I have scoliosis.
I take anti-depressants.
I have attempted suicide.
I have been in the hospital in the past year.
I have broken a bone.
I have had strep throat.
I don’t drink enough water.
I exercise for more than 10 hours a week.
I wear glasses and/or contacts.

Friendship:

I have a best friend.
I am friends with a pair of twins.
I am close friends with at least one of my neighbors.
I have at least one friend who lives in a different country.

Experiences:

I have had a near-death experience.
The police have been summoned to my house.
I have been nearly run over by some sort of large vehicle.
I have been snorkeling.
I have been to at least 2 weddings.
I have been to at least 2 funerals.
I have been to an overnight summer camp.
I have been on a train.
I have lived in a different country.
I have spent the night in a motel.
I have written a novel.
I have been zip-lining.
I have been to a wedding or funeral outside of my home country.
I have failed a class.
I have cut class.
I have gotten a speeding ticket.
I have gotten a parking ticket.
I have been in a car crash.
I have been sent to the principal’s office.
I have been arrested.
I have been drunk.
I have taken a ballet class.
I have driven a car.
I have been on an upside-down roller coaster.
I have gone to school or work after a sleepless night.
I have flown in a hot-air balloon.
I have spent more than 48 hours without sleep.
I have been in a talent show.
I have read Sherlock Holmes.
I have read all of the Harry Potter books.
I have seen all of the Harry Potter movies.
I saw the last Harry Potter movie in theaters.
I have thrown up on a plane.
I have worn my pajamas out in public.
I have worn my hair in a fishtail braid.
I have never been trick-or-treating.
I have posted a video on YouTube.
I have seen an episode of Supernatural.
I have worn colored contacts before.
I have tried out for a sports team.
I have auditioned for a play.
I have been in a school play.
I have had a main role in a school play.

Personal:

I have a job.
I am afraid of heights.
I am not religious.
I live in an apartment.
I am extremely familiar with jet lag.
I want to change my name.
My first name ends with the letter “A.”
I don’t get nervous before making a presentation.
I have more than one citizenship.
I was born in a city.
I run a video blog.
I know what I want to do with my life.
I am insecure about my voice.
I worry a lot about my future.

Education:

I am a student.
I go to a private school.
I have my Master’s degree.
I have taken a college-level class while in high school.
I have graduated from high school.

Travel:

I have been to a third-world country.
I have been to the Carribean.
I have been to Boston.
I have visited a college.
I have been to Florida.
I have been to New York City.
I have visited another country.
I have been to Egypt.

Skills:

I am fluent in more than one language.
I have read a book in another language.
I can braid hair.
I can do a cartwheel.
I can do a handstand underwater.

Interests:

I play Skyrim.
I play Minecraft.
I like country music.
I like to read fanfiction.
I watch Doctor Who.
I enjoy hiking.
I run track.
I like cooking shows.
I like chick flicks.
I love poetry.
I have written a song.
I am interested in cinematography.

Likes and Dislikes:

I like lobster.
I like strawberries.
I hate making my bed.
I enjoy science fiction.
I like roller coasters.
I like watermelon.
I like going back-to-school shopping.

Habits:

I go to the movies at least once a month.
I continuously bite my nails.
I have a habit of biting my lip.
I tap my foot when I’m nervous.
I have a paper calendar on my wall.
I often have to replace my earbuds.

Monday, 24 March 2014

A lot of things are going on recently.
All of these things are causing pretty severe effects and damages (?) to me mentally.
Some people might say, "Why do you care so much? It has nothing to do with you." Fine. They maybe right. All these things are not directly related to me. But as much as I hate to admit, as much as I pretend that it is not bothering me at all, no matter how tough and cool of an act I put on, no matter how people believe the act I put on, unfortunately, I have a heart.


It just kills me to think and wonder, how the families and friends of the victims must have felt, when they found out that someone they love dearly, is gone. It's like, maybe a few hours ago texts and calls are going on like, "I'll be home soon, see you an hour." "I'm reaching soon, come pick me up in 30 minutes." "Can't wait to see you later." Giving people hope. Everyone eagerly waiting for the return of their loved ones. But then in time, they do not show up. Wait for a few more minutes. 30 minutes have passed. An hour. Two hours. Three. Nothing. Anxiety starts building up. Calls about a million times. No answers.


And then when they found out what happened... How they must've felt...
And what about the survivors who saw the dead body? And what if the person who died was their friend? Best friend? Call out their names. Shout out, scream out their names as if you will lose your voice tomorrow. Shake them. Move them. Begging them, to just, get up, wake up. WAKE UP. You never stopped trying. As if thinking what you were taught all your life, "If you try hard enough, if you did the best you could, you can definitely do it." Bullshit. Not this time. All your screaming and shouting and begging and shaking and crying, all of them, are of no use at all. You shout for help. Everyone did the best they could. Everyone tried their hardest and best to save your friend. Nothing. You suddenly realize, your friend is gone, and nothing will bring your friend back.


How that must've felt..."Heartbreaking" is such an understatement. I dare not imagine.


I guess what I'm trying to say is just, accidents are happening everywhere everyday. You hear it a lot, but when will you truly feel the "Appreciate everything and everyone around you, you'll never know what will happen the next second." saying? WHEN? Are you really gonna wait for something to happen? And then only will you feel sorry and sad and regret everything you have done or didn't do when you have the chance to? Aren't you afraid? Aren't you afraid that it will happen to your family? Your friends? Or even yourself? Don't you care about how they feel? I just don't understand, like, how a relationship or friendship or whatever, that took so long to build, can be ended and over and destroyed over small things. Done, just like that. Why?


Maybe people will say, "It's not a small thing." but someone once told me this, "Nothing is ever such big of a deal." So why? Are all these silly little things really worth a person that you love and care about? Is ego really such an important thing? SO important to the extend that you would just stay mad at someone you care about and just WAIT until that person says something? What if they would never get the chance? What if there is no tomorrow? What are you going to do then? Sit there in regret and blame yourself and all that useless shit? Cry? CAN EVERYONE PLEASE JUST THINK FOR A MOMENT HERE?


AND IT JUST KILLS ME. WHY DO BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE? It's just SO unfair.


Just, what is going on.

Monday, 6 January 2014

Gang trip 2013?

"You planning what? Class trip?"
"Gang trip."


Hi!

I've actually been planning on this post. Just planning, and thinking of it, but never took any action until now. Because this has been a really fun trip with friends and too many things happened and there might be a lot of inside jokes that only we understand. And also because I'm on my sem break and before sem break even begun I've been playing and playing and playing and going out non-stop until 2014 started. 差不多算荒废学业 already... #guilty NOT ENOUGH TIME!

So anyway, this is the last week of my sem break so I better get this done before classes resume.

Our trip to Penang happened on the 20th of December 2013 (Friday). On Thursday night, we all went to sleepover at triplets' house so that we can leave to the airport together the next day. Except for ZiHao and JunWai who went to sleepover at ManLong's. Zhan Hang fetched Weng Key and I to triplets' house. We were in their house without them being at home. It was pretty strangeeee. Then it got even stranger because their maid kept asking us if we needed anything. She kept wanting to serve us. I don't know about the 2 of them, but it felt weird for me having someone serve you so much. LOL. Then she said she wanted to go to sleep and asked ZhanHang to help us (WengKey and I) with anything we need.

“为什么是我?”
“因为你是半个主人。”

LOL.


Did some editing to our itinerary. Where to go, what to eat, regular stuff and all. Then WengKey fell asleep on the couch. Or pretending to be asleep, or resting his eyes. Not sure. So ZhanHang and I continued on the discussion about our Penang schedule.

A while later, triplets and family are back. They did their packing and showering and everything and then we all sat downstairs to watch My盛Lady. We were watching the Laura part and shit just got real and we were all like, "YER 很恐怖!!" and "如果这个拍成恐怖片一定很好看.." Hahaha! Then I forgot at what time, ZenWai arrived with a da bao-ed nasi lemak for ZhanHang. Then we continued watching the HK drama till about 1am+ and we all went to sleep.

Our departure time was 7am, and we have to be there before 6am, and they wanted to shower and stuff, so we had to wake up at 4-430am. 3 hours of sleep was like no sleep at all. I set my alarm to 430am and then I remembered Ah En said before we sleep, that she doesn't need to set alarm because someone will surely wake her up. So I thought,"I think I am that someone today." LOL. So I woke her up. Then woke Hui and Si up. It was all like, "酱快的?我好像刚刚睡着罢了..." I know that feel. We were all almost like zombies. BUT HEY, WE'RE GOING ON A TRIP! So it's all worth it.


When we reached the airport, they wanted to check in their luggage and so I went to the toilet on my own. And on my way back to the check in counter, I was thinking, "Huh, I wonder if I'll run into ZiHao ManLong and JunWai.." And then I turned my head to my right and BAM! The 3 of them were standing there, back facing me. What a coincidence. So I snuck up on them and went,"OI!!!" from their back. Hahahahaha! So fun.

I led them to the others at the queue of the check in counter, then they wanted to eat. So we hand-carry people went to McDonald to wait for them. Then a while later, a phone call came and ZiHao said we have to leave right away. Then we looked at the time and PANICKED because it was already like 645am. So we RAN to the plane. RAN. Passing the custom was kinda funny because we were all moving like NINJAS. Then we RAN to the gate and saw that it was already CLOSED. OMG. Then this dude came and asked for our flight number and we told him and even HE was moving like a ninja! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Then we just RAN towards the plane. ManLong even took a wrong turn then this other dude was standing there shouting, "Singapore! Singapore!" and pointing to the direction of the plane that ManLong ran towards and we were like, "OI! SINGAPORE AH!" then he ran back. HAHAHA!

But then THANK GOODNESS we made it! We were the last ones to board the plane, BUT WE MADE IT. Then we sat down and settled down and kept laughing about what just happened. We almost missed the flight! But we didn't. PHEW!



My seatmates on the plane!


Talked about some random stuff with ManLong because he was right beside me and laughed and laughed at I-really-forgot-what. ManLong offered us confectionery treats. Then we both plugged in our earphones and then we were like, "Eh,我戴你的一边你戴我的一边啦.." Then we did this:

  
Mash-ups! Hahaha!

Part of the things we laughed about what, 
"Eh, 'cheese' 华语是什么?"
And JunWai from the other side was like, "哇,我不懂哦.." 
ManLong was like, "什么乳的.." 

LOL

After we're done with all the laughing and hyperactiveness, we really wanted to sit and relax and maybe sleep for a while. But after like 10 seconds of none of us talking, there came the announcement of switching off our electronic devices, open up the windows, sitting upright and PREPARE FOR LANDING. HAHAHAHA!

We were all like, "HAR? 要 landing 了啊?" "我才吃完一粒糖罢了,就要 landing 了.." 
SUPER FAST! Hahahaha!

We hung out in the plane for a while because we are nice kids with nice hearts and we have 礼让的精神 so we let everyone else off first :D So we just stayed there and talked. ZenWai said, "等下你会看到我很多 fans 在外面迎接我的..." LOL


 
I'm heeeeeerrrrrrreeee!!!

We were the first two who got out AND WE'RE EXCITED!!!

HELLO!!!


Walked out to the main entrance. Ah Si asked, "ZenWai, 你的 fans leh?" and he was like, "我叫他们低调一点,不要叫不要叫." HAHAHA!

We were to wait for our "driver" there. And you see, since we woke up at 430am, and landed at Penang at about 8am, we have not eaten a damn thing. Except maybe the sweet that ManLong gave. Then we were talking among ourselves, "哇,很饿..........." Hahahaha! When we went out and saw that the "driver" was not there yet, ZhanHang asked,"你们饿吗?" and JunWai swiftly responded,"不饿不饿." which made us all LAUGHED OUT SUPER DUPER LOUD. 

There came a point that we all started calling ZhanHang "导游" and he called us "团友们" and then they all started faking their very strong Chinese accent and keep saying stuff like, "来来来,过马路", "看车!","小心!" WITH their fake accent. I could not stop laughing. Seriously. 有我们的地方就很吵. HAHAHAHA!

Then our "driver" - Lik Min arrived. And our 包租婆 came and gave ZhanHang the house key. We're ready to go! Let the eating and traveling begin! 

EXCITED LIKE AN ELECTRON!!!


First stop: PLEASE BRING US TO EAT!!!!! 
We ended up eating dim sum. Okaaaaayyy.. Hahaha.



Second stop was the Street Arts streets. Finally get to come here after seeing so many people posting pictures of those places everywhere on social networks from Facebook to Twitter to Instagram to... MySpace??? HAHAHA. Sorry. 


I don't really know what this is: 



WHAT is this? I thought it was a phone booth. But where's the phone? There's nothing in there. Hahahaha! Are they for locking people in? LOL
 Trying on caps because it will get sunny! But just trying them on. LOL



 Didn't want to take a picture with this art because it would be awkward because there were a swamp of people there waiting to take a picture with this. So if you stood there to take a picture of this, there will be a lot of other people standing there and LOOK at you take a picture. Hahahaha! At least that's what I thought so I didn't want to take a picture here. 

But then:

 
Hahahaha! Nice!


Hello Ah Hui!!! 


“你跟它拍..”
“这个是 zomok 的?” (holding up the blue thing at the side)
“Neh... 你拿来吹回它!”
“哇!你很 geng leh!你拍你拍!”



“这个 yeng!”
“去拍.”
“我不要被打抢,我要打抢人.”



“李小龙哦!”
“他 zomok 要踢那只猫?”
“你去踢回他啦。”

Don't know why ended up shooting him hahahaha!


“去接着那只猫!”
“这样啊?”


面对我的恐惧....

I was so amazed when I realize that this was not drawn ON the wall...

Learning Hokkien from the floor. Laughing because we had problem figuring out what the heck is "EL". LOL!




First group pic of the trip!


Walked around the streets and did some shopping. Then it started to get hot and we saw some people eating shaved ice. So we asked them where they got them and we went there. 




Uploading their funny pics cuz I took em' and I find them very natural nyahahahaha!


I bought Shelley a fat owl because it looks like her. And we've got ice!






Hahahahaha! If you see what I see............


It started to get really sunny when we arrived at the esplanade. So we didn't want to go down and take a walk. Because it was too too too sunny we can barely even keep our small Asian eyes open! So... “我们下去拍几张照片就好了啦!” “是咯,来过就好。”




See that ZiHao and ZenWai!! HAHAHAHA!
AND YOU SEE! Cannot keep our eyes open....






Hello Ah Hui!!


Then we headed for lunch at Penang Road. Actually we just wanted to go there and get the famous cendol. But the... Laksa.... And... O jian......

It was soooooooo crowded there for a small place! And very hot too! The guys wanted to order Char Kuey Teow but the aunty was like, “等一个小时可以吗?” Hahahahaha! 不可以....... So just Cendol, Laksa and O Jian. And because it was so crowded there and we were fortunate enough to even get a table, so the 10 of us squeezed in one small table. Some of them even shared chairs. Ke lian ke lian. 

“坐过去一点可以吗?”
“不可以....”
“ZOMOK?!”
“他们两个人坐一张椅子 leh...”
“哦, sorry,我的错...”

XD!


You seeeeeeee!! Squeezing so much that JunWai was squeezed out of the picture LOL!
And the table doesnt look very small in the pic but BELIEVE ME, it was small.

“哇,我们很瘦 leh...”

(Y)


After lunch, we went back home to freshen up and relax and chill. The initial room distribution was as below:
Master Bedroom - All the guys except ZhanHang
Bedroom downstairs - ZhanHang
Room 1 - Si and En
Room 2 - Hui and I


After taking our showers we all napped. Si and En in their room, all the guys in the master bedroom and Hui and I in the living room because the aircond was already on and it was very chilly there already. But it wasn't enough, still. So I slept on the floor. IT WAS SO NICEEEEEE. So cold there :D 

Then ZhanHang came down and shared the L-shaped couch with Ah Hui, forming a 90 degrees? LOL. Man Long came down later, too. Then the 4 of us woke up and chit chat a while, but all still very sleepy actually. So we were all just lazing around. 


Tadaaaa......

After everyone woke up from their naps, we played in the house. Cards.

Wengkey, Zihao, Junwai and I sat in a room and played cho di at first. Actually before this, we were all playing with phones. I found Mandora in Zihao's phone!!! Then we talked there and Zihao and I were like playfully arguing over random things and Junwai was being the mutual party and kept saying “是咯。” “是 wo..” “酱也是 hor..” to everything we said. Then I said, "Look at Junwai, just sitting there and agreeing to everything.." Then he realized it himself and said, “是 hor...” HAHAHAHAHA!

So every time Junwai says, "NO" or if he fights back someone who zats him, we'll be like, “哇!Junwai 会反驳了哦!” HAHAHAHAHA




Fuuunnnnnn~~~


At 630pm, we went out to get our dinner at Jalan Macalister. I suggested the place but we were brought to the wrong place but it was okay cuz the food was still good and we still went to the place I wanted to go because it was near but everyone was almost full already so they didnt eat at the place that I wanted to go initially so I think it was a waste but okay neverminddddd. Then I got a little bit pissed at something and didn't talk for quite a while because I was in a terrible mood because of something and I think everything that I say will either sound extremely mean or said in a very unfriendly way so I'd rather not talk at all. Sorry guys. LOL.


Dinnaaahhhhhh!

Then we went to 7-Eleven to buy some junk food for the night in case we get hungry or if our mouths get itchy. I bought a bottle of stout because it was so tempting. Standing there looking beautiful and elegant and all. Combined with my not-so-pretty mood, I bought it. 

Got home and got lazy and got into the relaxed mood. Had a little trouble opening our bottles of alcohol because we don't have the bottle cap opener thing. I saw my dad use a spoon before so I thought it would be easy but it was actually not so. But at the end we managed to open them.

You know. Sometimes I really forgot how much my friends mean to me, how they will always be there for me. Maybe it's because before this, we haven't seen one another in a very very very very long time. So I forgot that I can tell them pretty much everything. 

I wasn't in a pretty mood that night. But when we got home and I went into the guys' room and just fell onto the bed and went "uuuuuggggggggghhhhhhhhhh", ManLong asked, "Zomooookkk..." and I don't even have to really tell them EXACTLY what is wrong. It's like, they know, that if you want to say, you will say, if you don't, they'll just be there for you and try to cheer you up. So it's pretty much like, even if I wasn't in a good mood, just by TALKING to my friends will turn everything around. Turned the frown upside down just like that. So glad to have them :D

Then they played Monopoly Deal and ManLong played Cytus on JunWai's phone and I just watched and ate and drank.

 
Don't even care if my hair looks like crap HAHAHA!

Played and eat through the night till midnight and then we suddenly decided to move all the beds into the master bedroom because it was so ginormous it can fit all 10 of us and we all want to stick together. So we did. And then they continued playing. 

There was a time when they were playing, and I'm not sure what happened, then all 8 of them (excluding ManLong and I) started talking together! HAHAHA! Can't hear shit what they were saying because they were talking ALL AT ONCE. SO LOUD AND NOISY. But so funny too. Laughing and laughing and laughing and shouting and trying to talk while laughing but just ended up laughing. Their voice even gave ManLong a shock. He was playing Cytus with earphones on and his music was on pretty loudly cuz I can hear it even if the earphones are on, but once they started talking all at once, according to ManLong, their voices were all that he can hear. HAHAHAHA!

Then I got tired so I got on my spot and tried to sleep. Already said goodnight to them and lied there in my sleeping position. THEN. Those mdfks....... started talking like:

“这间屋子很大 leh...”
“是咯空空这样很恐怖 leh...”
“刚才我在楼下冲凉啊,几怕啊,好像后面有人这样...” 
“那个 Conjuring 啊...”

 This is the part that I couldn't stand anymore. Because these things will give me a long term effect which I would not like.


This was our position.

They were sitting in a circle and talking. When I could no longer stand it, I sat up and went like, "Weeeihhhh..." sleepily, WHICH GAVE THEM A SHOCK! Ah En even screamed! HAHAHAHAHA! And Hui was sleeping opposite me so when I sat up and "weeihhh" and En screamed, I saw Hui jumped a bit, like 被吓醒 HAHAHAHAHAHA! 

It was so cold that night and we only had 4 blankets for 10 people and thanks to those mdfks who just had to talk about those horror stuff, we couldn't sleep very well on the first night. LOL. And so I just lied there and listen to the sound of people waking up and walking to the bathroom, open the door, go in, close the door and then open the door, come out and so on. 

THEN. We heard some weird noises like "bloop bloop bloop". I thought I was the only one who heard it because that time, I thought I was the only one who couldn't sleep well. I just stayed there awake listening to the sound hoping that it will go away soon. But it didn't. So I sat up and look around to see where the heck is that noise coming from, but I couldn't find the source. Then ZhanHang also sat up, doing the same thing as me I think, and asked, “什么声音来的?” I just shrugged and fell back to sleep. 



The next day, on our way to Penang Hill, we talked about it in the van.

“Eh,你们昨天有没有听到声音?”
“有啦!” “有!”  said everyone.
“什么声音来的?”
“不知道啊!”
“哇,zomok 全部人都听到的你们没有睡啊?”
“怎样睡哦!酱冷!”
“被单盖了好像没有盖这样!”

“那个声音是不是 ‘bloop bloop bloop’ 这样的?”
“是啦!好像放屁这样!”
“我以为是我们家后面那些屋子传来的,我就想,‘什么声音酱大声的?’”
“我有坐起来找是哪里来的,可是找不到。”
“原来 ZhanHang 在问你是吗,‘什么声音来的?’我不知道你有起来,我不知道他在跟谁讲话 leh!好笑的是 ZhanHang 一问了,‘什么声音来的?’ 那个声音就没有了!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Suddenly, 

“我知道那个声音是哪里来的 leh...”
“哪里?!”
“WENGKEY 啦!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

“他嘴巴那边出来的!吵到死!我很想拿那个枕头压在你的脸了!”
“原来是 Wengkey 嘴巴发出的放屁声...”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


Arrived at Penang Hill and the guys went to settle the railway train tickets for us all. They took our student IDs and ICs. While waiting, we took some pics.


I'm not a fan of uploading nice and normal looking photos.


When they came back with everyone's IDs and ICs, Hui was distributing them back. And she gave ZiHao ZhanHang's and said, “这个是 ZiHao 的..” Zihao took it and, “这个是 ZhanHang 的啦!有酱像没有哦?” HAHAHAHAHA! 

While waiting for the train, the three of us (Zihao ManLong and I) wanted to take a picture together and tag Shelley in it. It's a thing we always do whenever one of us is absent. Take a picture of the three present, and tag the absent one at random objects. 


But WengKey likes to photoboom us


And non-stop kacau-ing HAHAHA

I shouted, “走开!” at him HAHAHA

But he insisted to be in the picture so there are his fingers HAHAHAHA!
#nevergiveup #nevergivein

Finallyyyy!! Hahahahaha



Very rarely is ZhanHang in the pictures because it was his camera and he was always the one holding it hahahaha! Sorry. And thanks! LOL



Squeezing again and this time Si and Wengkey got squeezed away.




Arrived at the hill and it was sooooooooo cooling and chilly! The weather was really nice there! So windy and relaxing :D


Hi!



Felt so cool taking this picture. Turned out to be weird. HAHAHAHA! But it's okay. Still cool.


“Caption this.”
“看到对面 Condo 的...............”

HAHAHA!


 

FUUUUUUUUN! Hahahaha!



Coincidentally we both wore owl shirts that day hahaha!

Saw these 4 cute looking owls doing random poses and we wanted to go imitate their actions and take a picture with them.

Wengkey 没有听 briefing...

There we go! Hahaha!
Went into the owl museum to have a look. OH OH! And when we were walking towards the entrance, Zihao came up to me and ManLong and said, “郭素心在后面..” :O this is my first time seeing a famous person in public in real life. HAHAHAHA! Wanted to take a picture with her but didn't want to disturb her since she was on a holiday. 


Penang Hill solos! (Except En's. I just needed a pic to fill the spot HAHA)


When we went into the owl museum, we were given this sticker of entrance. After we came out, I don't know who started it, but we began sticking it on each others' backs.
开战了...

“你们的 sticker leh?”
“我刚才粘在你身上的..”
“我丢了哦..”
“酱快?!”

Yam yam sap sap 开战去... HAHAHA


Don't know why Wengkey became the target HAHAHA!

Everyone pasted theirs on Wengkey's back. EVERYONE. I don't know if he was pretending not to know or he really didn't know. But it was still so funny. Kept sticking it and laughed behind his back. I know we're bad. Ah Si is damn pro at this. *laughed till tears come out*

Headed to the Kek Lok Si temple laksa for lunch. LAKSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

UNCLE!! HUAT AHHH!!!! :D HAHAHA


The number of bowls.... LOL

So delicious the guys ate 2 or 3 bowls each. HAHAHA! I dealt with the leftovers. They even ordered slices of pizzas. Which also turned out to be delicious. Gooooosssshhhh I love food. Food makes me so happy. My friends make me happy too. Penang is the food heaven. I'm in Penang with friends. Perfection.

Still do not know how can he not know. HAHAHAHA!


After laksa, I mean, lunch. After lunch, we walked up to the Kek Lok Si temple. We walked through the pasar-like place at the looooong little alley. Some of them bought nutmeg oil. We walked out and to the turtle place. The 千年老龟 place. Then we stood there watching the turtles for quite a while, cheering for those which were trying to climb up. They kept stepping on each other to try to climb up and some even pushed the others down while trying to climb up. Maaannn I do not want to be a turtle. Later, we took the railway train up to the huge Guan Yin statue place as that's where we're meeting Lik Min.

Lik Min wanted to bring us to this place to play water. So, of course we were happy to hear that because the weather was so hot and jumping into the cooling water would be super nice and enjoyable. We got into the van, and that's when it started. My stomach started playing games with me. I felt a little pain in my stomach, but I ignored it because I thought it was just a signal telling me that it's time to unload my tank. But then the pain got worse and worse like it's not the signalling or any good kind of pain. It's like this. Imagine a wet cloth. You want to dry it. How do you do it? You twist it hard and squeeze all the water out right? Yup. My stomach felt like the cloth. 

Then things just got worse when we reached the pool place, and Lik Min was like, “水要拿啊,等下要走很远哦..” And I was thinking, "Greeeeeeaaaaaaat." Like this stomachache isn't bad enough already. But what to do? Bo bian. Gotta walk. Can't delay the whole gang. Lol. 咬紧牙根往前冲(去找厕所)! BUT, ALONG THE WAY, I CAN'T EVEN SEE SIGNBOARDS THAT LEADS TO THE BATHROOM. Crap! Worse still! When we finally reached the pool, it was soooooooooo crowded! FILLED with people. So they decided not to hang out there, so we left. WHICH MEANT, WE HAD TO WALK BACK TO THE VAN! #pain HAHAHA! But it was still bearable that time because the pain was like here for a while, gone for a while, and back again. So when it doesn't hurt, I have to walk faster. That's it. Still keeping up. Hahahaha.

Then we went to Lim Wah Thai and Ghee Hiang to buy tau sar pneah and all kinds of other pneahs. Like my classmates said once before, "5A10 的孩子真孝順." (Ah En is part of 5A10) Hahahaha! After buying all the pneahs, we went to the beach. I really tried very hard to ignore my stomachache man. 精神可嘉! LOL #selfpraise




We're hereeeee!!!

First thing that caught our attention was the banana boat, which story that you will soon fine out.




拍這兩張照片的時候, 我肚子很很很很很 sibeh jialat 痛!!!!!!!!
But still so happy hahahaha


We're not really allowed to do this, because we're not hotel residences, but we went into the hotel to use their bathrooms. Come to think about it, it's pretty weird. The beach is opened to public, then there are a few hotels there, but non-residence can't use their bathrooms, but there weren't any public bathrooms. WHAT? So what are we suppose to do if we really need to go to the bathroom really really urgently to take care of some business? Bury our excrement in the sands? #confused 

After we changed into our swimsuits (or not), we went for the banana boat.




My first time on a banana boat and I felt so tricked. While we were out there, we kept shouting and shouting and cheering and someone suddenly said, "Eh 弄翻它 lo!" and I was like, "HAR?! 會翻的啊?!" then someone replied, "不會的啦!" then we continued enjoying the speed and the wind and cheered really loudly. Then again someone said, "要翻了要翻了!" and I said, "又講不會翻?!" then after everything, I believed that it will not turn. So I had nothing to worry about. Just when I thought this was it, we got nearer to the shore, the speedboat in front slowed down, and the next thing I know we were tossed into the sea. When I came up, all that I said was, "我被騙了." Hahahahaha!

(After the trip when we talked about this again, only did I find out from ManLong that actually behind the scenes, the dude already told some of them that he won't flip the banana boat in the middle, he would only do so when we are close to the shore. LOOOOOOOOL. SO THEY KNEW.) 

Climbed back up just to get a picture! 


After that, we spent time on the beach.

 
Realized that they were coming towards my direction with a human...

Get out of the way get out of the way.......


Got out of the way..
THROW!
(What is the uncle looking at? HAHAHA)



Watching

us play..
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
SANDMAN!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!


Then they started burying Wengkey in the sands. Not sure if he was forced or he volunteered, but seeing the look of enjoyment upon his face, I'd say he volunteered. HAHA!




Squatting is tiring. Use foot easier HAHAHAHA

Bestowing him with lady parts.

Let us bestow upon you these boobs...

Zenwai what are you doing zenwai HAHAHAHA

Even granted him abs.. Beautiful beautiful abs...

TADA!

HIS HOT BOD! *screams*

“他的胸部裂了!!!!”

HI WE MADE A HOT BOD!


Okay very tired liao. And my stomach is hurting again hahahaha

This dude who was in charge of the beach activities targeted us. Because we went on the banana boat, and maybe he saw that we're a bunch of young people and we'll definitely be looking for fun and exciting things to do, he KEPT asking us if we wanted to try the parachute thing. But we kept rejecting and rejecting. BUT HE NEVER GAVE UP. Hahahaha! 

So Wengkey went.

Sending him off... LOL

FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (I admit I'm running out of ideas on captions...)


Then we went back home to shower and get ready for dinner and the movie at night. Then from this point on, my stomach ached allllllllllll the way till after the movie and we went home. 

Got home, took a shower and went straight to bed because I cannot stand the pain and I was hoping that when I wake up the pain will be gone but it DIDN'T. In fact, I woke from the pain. MAN I hated that.

Then we went to Gurney Drive for dinner. On the way there in the van, the pain got like 10 times worse than before and I can't do anything about it and I know nobody can do anything about it so I didn't say anything but it hurt soooooooooooo bad I don't know why but I started crying omg. Ah Hui who was sitting beside me patted me on the back and Ah En kept asking if I was okay. #cries But I just shook my head because I can't even talk! Oh man. Come to think of it, the pain was really serious, but till now I'm still not so sure what caused it. LOL. 

Reached Gurney Drive, once we walked into the food court, I immediately walked out of that place again because the smell made me want to throw up. And throwing up in a food court would definitely not be preferable because puke and food and eating do not mix well. Then ZhanHang came out behind me and gave me meds. #cries

I'm really grateful of my friends and very I feel very touched by them that night. I didn't show it, I didn't say it, but I am. Sorry for being egoistic. Lol. Everyone was being so caring of me it warms my heart so much. Lik Min even brought me to a clinic. ManLong accompanied me. Both of them were eating halfway and wanted to walk me to the clinic. #cries We walked quite a distance to get there just to find out that it was closed. Or it did not even open. Ugh! #崩溃 my stomach can't handle this hahaha! And also I've excreted so many times already my body feels so bo lat.

We walked back to Gurney Drive. Halfway, I felt like throwing up again and I went to the McDonald's toilet. After everything, Lik Min already went back to eat I think, so I asked ManLong to go finish his food, I go into Gurney Plaza to wait because the Gurney Drive smell makes me feel so sick. But he insisted on accompanying me because walking alone in an unfamiliar place is dangerous. #cries

We ended up just sitting at the esplanade opposite Gurney Plaza and we said NOTHING to each other. #feelinemo LOL

And I have to say this: I haven't been in Gurney Drive for a really long time but when I finally got to go, 我竟然生病然后什么屁都没有吃到!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGHHHH!!!!! I haz emoz liaoz.

Anyway, got better but not completely. We went into Gurney Plaza to meet up with Zihao, Wengkey, Zenwai and Junwai. They kept asking me if I was okay, which just brings up my touchy-feely-side. #cries Went to fix Zihao's phone with him, then went up to the cinema to wait for Si En Hui and Zhanhang. While waiting, I told Zihao, “有什么要 belasah 快点趁现在,我没有力还手.” Hahaha! I don't know why I said that. Probably giving him this rare chance to belasah me because he was nice. Hahaha! Then he said, “等 Zenwai 先..” “为什么?” Apparently this conversation happened:

“Okay 啦,Weishan 病到这样重,我们今天不要讲鬼故事吓她啦...” said Wengkey.
“我讲了她没有力打我 leh...” said Zenwai. 

Walaaaaaaaoooooooooo hahahahhahaa! #suchgoodfriends

Later, triplets and Zhanhang came up. Then again they asked me if I was feeling better. Ah En even told me that her uncle said if I still feel sick tell him, he will bring me to see a doctor. #cries

Then we went to watch the movie. There were 11 of us, but not many seat choices were left, so we bought 8 at the second row and 3 at the third row. Wengkey, Zenwai and I sat on the third row. 

I went to the toilet with Ah En's accompany first then we went into the cinema. Once I sat down, Wengkey and Zenwai was being nice again. “Okay 吗?” “会冷吗?” #cries 
Then Wengkey suddenly asked, “你要枕头吗?” and Zenwai and I were like, "Huuuuuuuhhhhh????" and Wengkey took out a pillow that he brought out from home from his bag and we LOL-ed! HAHAHA! 

We watched this movie.

Damn the movie was so bromantic I kept trying to hold back my tears and even if I did cry I tried to wipe my tears away quickly.

After the movie we went back home to settle all the bills and money-related things. What a looooooooong and difficult process. “以后我们还是自己还自己的啦...” Hahahaha!

Because I was sick, I slept earliest. But I keep waking up suddenly because: a) It was so cold (for me) !! b) They were so noisy!! Hahahaha. 
Remember how I said there were only 4 blankets in the whole house and there were 10 of us? Because I was sick and I felt really cold even when the fan speed is lowered and the temperature of the aircond was increased, they gave me 2 blankets. Omggggggggg I almost cried that time hahahahaha! #cries

Seriously guyssss.... :''')

Then before we slept we were reminiscing on the highschool days a little. How we used to work together and cheat in every exam and everything... Man those were really good times. Good old times. Sad that we can't go back there again. 

Oh yea, when we were talking, they switched off the lights and they thought Zihao and I were asleep. So they talk and talk and suddenly Zihao replied and they were like, “哇吓到我,你不是睡了的 meh...” LOL! And then they talked and talked and then suddenly I replied and, “喂,你们不要这样leh,等下会不会突然间又一个不知道谁的声音...” “Woooooiiiiii 不要....” HAHAHA! Yea it's funny NOW. Not so when it was happening...

I forgot how we fell asleep. But this sleep was so good that we woke up at 10am the next morning hahahaha! Not like the night before where everyone woke up at like 6am something. Best part, 我们一睡醒就有得吃! HAHAHA! 我们伟大的导游 walked out to buy pizza for us. 


Remember how we were almost too late to board the plane when we left for Penang? To avoid the same mistake, we went to the airport at 11am when our flight was at 155pm. HAHAHA! So we reached there super early and checked in luggage and went to eat again. LOL. We ate at KFC. So we talked and planned for our next trip (lol) and enjoyed and relaxed. Because we had all the time we need....OR SO WE THOUGHT. 

After we ate and went for boarding, we heard all our names being announced ONE BY ONE in the whole airport! And when we looked at the time, GOSH! LATE AGAIN! WHY? HOW CAN THIS BE! LOL! We were so late that once again we became ninjas at the custom and ninja-ed to the plane. Once again, last ones to board the plane. There was even a dude at the custom standing there waiting for us and guided us to the plane. HAHAHAHA! #likeafewbosses

明明就很早到机场,可是还是迟,而且好要迟到被人在整个机场报名字! Hahahaha! Once again, it's funny now, but it wouldn't be if we really missed our flight.


Once again, landed in a blink of an eye. Then... 我们就这样就分开了... LOL!


But really felt very 不舍得. To think that, we've havent seen each other for sooooooooo long and when we finally meet we went on a trip together. To get together. We're really growing up, not like we were falsely growing up before this, but, you know how they do in movies... That a bunch of close friends rarely have the chance to get together as they keep growing up, so every year they go on a trip together. But it's ONLY during the trip that they can really ALL get together. Other times, slim chance. Gathering soon becomes only an annual thing... 

It'll soon be back to the just-graduated-mood where not talking to them everyday will be something I need time to get use to all over again. Back to those busy schooling and classes and reports and assignments and exams days and times that we ALL get to be together will become lesser and lesser... Each goodbye will become increasingly hard. But then,

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard."

#friendsforlife :)



Da EdN :D