Thursday, 20 June 2013


I've been searching for the feeling again. The feeling to love you. And you. And all of you. But I don't know why I just can't find it anymore. I can't feel it anymore. I don't feel the love, I don't feel the warmth, no sparks, not tacit anymore, nothing. Maybe it's just time to be honest, time to be true, time to wake up and face the reality. It's so obvious. To me, at least. I don't even know if I'm the only person who noticed all of this or does everyone see it but just wants to keep quiet, or they just simply doesn't give much of a damn anymore. I saw it. For quite some time. Just, letting it slide and pretending and hoping that it will get better again, soon. But it's so obvious, and I hate it. I'm so tired of pretending. I don't want this anymore. I'm done. I'm out of this.